12 weeks without you now little man. Your brothers miss you loads, they talk about you all the time. I gave them your teddys, they cuddle them every night. It's been too long since I last cuddled you. I miss your lovely little smile. I know you would have been walking and talking now. You were so clever and so bright. I'm trying to carry on without you, I wish I could just have you back and that none of this ever happened. Every day is another day without you, another day that I was supposed to be watching you grow and learn. But you're not here any more and we miss you so much. I love you forever and always xxx mummy xxx